Diciembre de luz

DECEMBER DeLimma

Rushing to the store

Someone hit me there

looking for a place

to make ourselves peace

And it is alright

hunting our friends tonight

Hey!

Banging here, banging there, banging everywhere...boom..

Oh what fun

It is so nice dancing with disco lights

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My Child and Only

This baby boy was named Yuan Theodore Zaportiza.
Yuan = round ...... Round because I want to spent my life and time with him, and because of him my heart still beating. He is my Inspiration.

My child experience the most and hard decision that I ever made in my life. To let him Live and experience the life the Real Life outside the womb.

He feel what I felt the moment I suffer from my illness.
He really suffer.

But with the help of our prayers and God graces. I and Yuan are Blessed. I for the second Life and Yuan for The new Life.

We are really GivingThanks to the One who Created US the Almighty Father and His Son

The Happy Life......hehehe...

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Happy Face ?
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Laughing Moment
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capturing photos is the most beautiful hobbies that human can have.....taking picture during happy moments

What Maclinalyn Means?

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

Twilight Zone

Have you ever experience a Twilight Zone?

Some says: It is another dimensions,
Other defines it as state of surrealism, others it's just an illusion.
These things are probably uttered in many mouth.
Do you want to experience under TZ?...

Getting involved in TZ situation looks sane.

It's hard

My wildest Dream

=== Walking in the white sand of Paradise is like walking in the isle of happy marriage!.. Beyond that white sand is the black soil that holds on to the sand.

While on our way going to our destination, we never felt any hesistant that what might gonna happen next. We're just playing tricks, playing cards, and talk a lot of things that would comes out in our mind. Because it is really a long travel.
We never notice that its getting dark, I feel half a awake when I notice the light through my face it was a very nice view I ever seen in my life. Its like i was in heaven when i saw that thing. So at First I thought it was just a dream so I back to my place where i slept. But even my dream I always saw that place, it always appear in my memory but until now I cant name that view. Beacause I was just only 4 years old when I reached that place.

The paradise Look.

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How you will react if you found out that your Life is in Danger???

I the one who create this blog is facing a challenge! Its really hard to accept that one day I will be gone forever leaving the World where I experienced hows' My LIFE turning, bouncing and facing challenges.
In my fully charged body with dedicated ability according to my alliance, I never expected that i could be the victim of so called "malubhang karamdaman". I never thought that i could leave them in my early age.

I have no idea where i got this illness. I had a Rheumatic Heart Disease or MS Rheumatic

"I have Internal pain aching in my system that I never thought It brought my LIfe To Danger. My heart valve was in danger."

Why all this happen to ME!
Why should I suffer all that? in Besides!. I was really Healthy! never comes to my mind that i may Lose My Life in Instant.

I was deeply sobber when i found out that I'm Gonna DiE. I cry and I can't sleep thinking and Yet! it is really possible leaving people in my early age.

I cry when I think that I'm gonna leave my life after 23 years. I'm leaving my family, Im leaving my Love once specially the one who closes to my heart. I really missed them. and God knows I'm not Yet' ready leaving the world that full f challenges. I am afraid. I don't know it was mixed emotion.

Behind that I was now In LOVE, I can't afford to leave my boyfriend after all he suffers for me.He loves me so much and I love Him too. We have lots of dream and plan in the future.Even though the time comes that we quarrel it is easily solved because of HIM.

He DON'T Want To LOOSE me



And I don't want to Loose Him Too

Days goes by I realize that I have to accept the reality happening in my Life