in past 3 days......
everything is change, it was new to me, but i have to engaged with it because i'm part of the discussion that family had to overcome.Decision making was the hardest part of every situation. But it for the sake of my will and soul.
Everything they decided were accordance to my situation.
I was realizing that they really want to ease the pain i felt inside.
I feel awkward then, I felt guilty of what they are trying to do just to make me feel better.