Sounds Of Soul

But Happy to Be Free

Life has been categorized into three aspect,
Single Blessedness
Married Life
and Life Dedicated to the Almightly
but being here Alone is soooooooooo...sad
Where am I belong?

Never for sure that I'm belong to the Priestly-hood.
Am i belong to the Single Life?
I am blessed with people who are there ready to guide me, protect me and embrace me in-spite of my weaknesses.
Yes, I am blessed but is that what it means in Single Blessedness?

I have a Son.
makes my life colorful, meaningful and worthy.
does it also mean I need to inter Married Life.?

What kind of life that be?....

As for now I'm Happy to be free.

Free of any commitment from anyone,

Taking responsibility whole-heartedly,

Committed to God Almighty.

I should balance my thought from the serendipity that I have facing now.

I should take even little chances to make my life worthy.

I should be ready to what the future prepares for me.

and Last I should be thankful for those God's given graces for me.

Thank You God.

Sounds of Soul

POINTING ON ME

It is me.
Yeah it is me.
It is I myself revealing you what's the real me,
behind those smiling face was covered with inner guilt.

How Selfish I am powered by Love
Revealing The true and giving you A True Love
Was now in A mere Darkness walking alone
Finding SomeOne Who can Love like my Own.

Pointing on Me is my Sacred Secret.
How painful it was
driven by the thought that only me knew.

Sound of Souls

HIDING BEHIND BARS


These what kind of life that I need to go through
I have no escaped I should live with it
In times that I need to show up, but I was afraid that it might cause rejection.
So I stay Behind the Bars as it seems that I was there outside.
I did it many times, thinking that I was not alone experience it.

Looking far away distance, thinking how a prisoner survive
By looking outside it somewhat there's a barriers protecting you not to proceed
But no one can stop this kind of things it is God's plan and it is our ways of continued existence.

Being in a private room alone, remembering the things that I missed up.
Was not enough for me to surrender this kind of life?
Behaving this way was my only means to coup up things that I missed.
The misery that I experience was not the only me to practice it.